Breathing Space

by Izy Bandha

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lyrics

i just need breathing space
i just need breathing space
don‘t want you to know my pain

hate being stuck in my moods
this torturing feeling of wanderlust
contradiction
wanna leave this city
'cause i dont feel home
numb myself to not feel at all
countless hours spent just by my side
but now guess what im getting high
hate to feel so goddamn frustrated
only when i fly i feel unweighted
on my shoulders, in my chest
too many emotions which i suppress
tho i had three offers
to spend the night out
i preferred to isolate from the crowd
alone in my bedroom staring at the ceiling
yeah i think i like you but i hide my feelings
yeah i hide my feelings

don't want you to know my pain
i just need breathing space
don't want you to know my pain
i just need breathing space
don't want you to know my pain
i just need breathing space
don't want you to know my pain
i just need breathing space

breathe
stop the moment, pressing pause
how to end conversations
how to let go
how do i give without wanting to take
how to say no without to reject
still feel like a lil girl at school
and now being emo is cool
became a trend
sadly i remember all the time i spent
alone in the last cabin of the bathroom
20 minutes of silence
tears running down my face
suppressed violence against myself
sometimes i took out the blade
and cut until the blood in veins
flowed like rain on my sweater
i thought when i grew up
things would be better
if this is trap is supposed to be
the best time of life
what kind of hell awaits me
after all these sleepless nights
and i have so many stories to tell
but mostly i stay quiet again
i’m scared to show my songs for the first time
that’s why they ain’t online
scared you might feel all my pain and ask me
what‘s behind the words and the smile

told you my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
told you my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie
told you my eyes can not lie
my eyes can not lie

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released November 5, 2021
Lyricist/ Composer:
Izy Bandha

Producer/ Mix:
Izy Bandha

Master:
Christoph Thiers, Hofa Studios

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